I've not written on here in ages, hello! I know people are looking at this blog because I've seen the figures rise dramatically...and I wasn't even active at the time, 141 page views and 88 visitors in a day is a bloody lot for me, I'm still fairly new, so cheers!

Anyway, I'm essentially an only child because it's always been just me in the house. I have half brothers and sisters who I still count as regular brothers and sisters but it's just been me and mum for about 11 years now. I get lonely and that all the time, so when my older brother [of 34] came to visit for a bit, I was pretty happy as I hardly see him.

He came in December time and stayed for a couple of days...then a couple of weeks...now it's been a couple of months and he is still here! I am exposed to mood swings, very dodgy moods and noise for two bloody months! I'm a quiet person and usually like to write my stories in peace and listen to my music or whatever, but he drives me insane sometimes! [You know when you just really need some quiet when you're trying to concentrate and the annoyance is just there...constantly...getting on your last nerve?!]

I kind of get what my mates mean when I go on about being lonely and then them going, "I wish it was just me in the house." You never know what something is like til you've gone through it yourself, it's horrid!

I just wanted to write these feelings down really, this has no particular point...

Also, on the good note, I'm seeing Noel Fielding and Russell Brand on the 28th of March at the Royal Albert Hall, they're hosting a comedy night for the Teenage Cancer Trust charity. Hopefully they'll be there this time as they are the hosts! If this gets cancelled or something happens so they both can't make it again, I'll eat my eyes..